The reason why many people indulge in certain habits can be linked to boredom. In my case, it was a weird addiction to pornography. It was cool at first, but after some time it stopped giving me the satisfaction I needed. The search for an alternative was what let me to male escorts in London. Let me step back a little bit to make you understand the story better. By the way, my name is Alisha, and I am twenty-six years old.
I moved to London when I was twenty-two. The first few months were horrific. I struggled with a lot of things particularly the cold weather. I also struggled to make friends because everyone seemed to always be in haste and it felt like I was too slow to catch up. I was pretty young—not too young anyways and naïve. The only people I ever spoke with for up to 30 minutes were these guys living a few blocks away from mine. I would later realize that they were male escorts in London.
Of course, I spoke with my colleagues at work, but the tone is always professional. By the end of the day when I should be free to speak casually, everyone was gone. It was always feeling as if they had some kind of engagements they wanted to attend. I was left to drag myself back to my apartment and be my own companion. Well, it was hard to tell if the people in the city were just busy or everyone was trying to avoid me because of my terrible acne.
After over six months I was horny. I needed to have someone to hold me tight and whisper nonsense in my ears. I wanted to relish the feeling of having my nipples hard. One day when I came back from work, the feeling was so intense that I had to look for a way to relieve myself. I turned on my tablet and started to flip through a barrage of pornographic videos. Then I started to touch myself. It worked. That was how I became an addict.
There was this day I got the urge but for some reasons felt guilty of seeing porn. Maybe it was because I had been doing it for 5 straight days. I stepped out of my room and sat on the special casted chairs on the lawn to enjoy the shade and the freshness of the tree and flowers. It was while sitting there that I had my first close encounter with one of the male escorts in London.
They were three of them the ones I greet regularly. They usually walk by my apartment to get to theirs. As he was passing I mean one of the male escorts in London he saw me on the chair and paused. We exchanged greetings. He wanted to keep going but suddenly changed his mind. He asked if he could join me and I said “Sure!” There was this warm cosy feeling I got as he was sitting close to me. It was the first time I was sitting close to someone and engaging in a casual discussion and it felt really cool.
I guess it wasn’t so difficult for him to figure I was a foreigner. I guess it was from experience because somehow he was able to guess that I was having a tough time finding a companion. We spoke for like an hour and I didn’t know when my head dropped on his shoulder. He assured me that I would soon find my match if I got out and socialised more often but also advised that I should try male escorts in London for the main time pending when I could get my own man.
That day felt special to me. The next day I searched through male escorts in London and hired one. It was simply amazing. I got a feeling that porn has never been able to give me. For the first time since I left home, I felt really loved. One thing became clear to me that day; nothing can ever take the place of companionship.