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I could talk about Arlington male escorts all day and never get tired because all I say is coming from a grateful heart. I met some Arlington male escorts at the point when my life was in great distress. That time my life was dangling on a slim thread of hope, but after a few encounters with these guys, everything changed. The encounter provided the opportunity for unlearning and relearning.
I guess I may not have made sense. It happens all the time when I begin to talk really fast. Let me slow things down a bit. You know this thing about the female biological clock? It kept me under so much pressure. I wanted to get married and have kids before my ovaries dried up. The desperation led me into the hands of many wrong men, men who pried on my anxiety to gain access between my legs.
I was twenty-seven and a virgin. Yeah… I know that sounds strange. It was a choice. I grew up watching so many fairy tale movies that I promised myself that I would only let the man who really deserved me to gain entry between my legs. Sounds sweet, right? Or foolish? However, growing up, all the guys I have met seemed to want to just have sex with me.
When I met Evans, he seemed different. He was nice, presentable, tall, broad shoulders… I could go on and on. He was that perfect figure that every girl would imagine as their prince charming when they go to sleep. I desperately wanted him to be the man. One way or another I got him to notice me. Yeah… I have my ways when it comes to getting in the face of men.
Our first date seemed magical he even pulled out the chair for me to sit in the restaurant and covered the back of my hands with kisses. Remembering that moment now gives me bittersweet memories. I don’t believe in love at first sight but I guess that was what happened there. I so desperately wanted Evans to be the one. I already imagined our kids, how they will have his height and chocolate skin.
A lot was going through my head and this obscured my sense of logical reasoning. I didn’t know when I began to tell him that I was a virgin and that I was only going to let the right man in. I guess I said that to impress him, but it also ended up being my doom. Evans was so nice to me. He was a sucker for romance. Some weekends when he was not at work, he would be in my place and we would roll in each other’s arms all day.
I was impressed that he never once asked me for sex. One day we were cuddling on the couch when I raised the idea. He didn’t object. We did it twice that day. I have never felt more alive. We did it a couple more times in the coming weeks. Then suddenly, Evans started to get withdrawn. He stopped frequenting my house and whenever he came, he demanded to have me. It became more like a routine than something that magically happened.
Our relationship began to wane until we became strangers to each other. I was in so much pain and hurt. I wanted a companion and someone to help me get over the hurt. It was in the process that I found Arlington male escorts.
One of the first Arlington male escorts that I hired thought me that my happiness should not be tied to any societal standards. He made me realize how important it was for me to create my own standards. This made a lot of sense.
Subsequently, I got to learn a thing or two from other Arlington male escorts that I hired. I have gotten over the pain now. Its three years down the line and I am not yet married but I am no longer bothered. It is the least of my worries. I have made a firm resolve to be happy and nothing can change that.